16 September 2011
人才外流,究竟为何? 这就要问,大马为何酱偏心。
今天，也是马来西亚日，国家也不知独立了几年。但为何新加坡却比大马更加繁荣呢? 大马，其实很多人才，但为何外流呢？因为留在大马，得到的，永远是不公平的待遇，贪污的公务员，就连我自己，也对大马失去了信心。
马乃下，对我实在不公平，没给与我同等的机会。今天的我，并不光荣。腐败的政府，贪污的官员，要我怎么光荣的了？
瞧着吧，总有一天，不用靠‘你’，我也会出人头地的！
Friday, September 16, 2011
~未来的憧憬~
16 September 2011
一张文凭，一顶毕业帽。。。
最近大学录取名单出炉了，身边不少的朋友也陆陆续续抵达大学报到了。也有同学去到英国的Scotland深造。不知为何，这一切，让我觉得自己好失败，好失败。。。我，是否后悔了当初的选择？心里清楚自己要干什么吗？我，很矛盾，真的很矛盾。未来，会是怎样？我，又会在哪儿？
最近想了再想，自己究竟寻找着什么？POLI毕业后，会到哪里？工作，人工会是多少？心中有着不少的疑问。
终于，我找到了。我需要的是目标。有了目标，将会有追求的意志。我的目标，就是要大学毕业，硕士毕业，甚至是博士毕业。我要追求学问，知识。我，要成为一个知识渊博的教授，一位有名的工程师，一个有钱人。我，要出国留学，见识外国的一切。
要，想，并不能实现我的梦想。要实现梦想，现在我需要做的，就是把握机会，争取知识，把梦，变成事实。FACEBOOK的活动，也应该停止。手里，也应该有个好书。白日梦，免了。
POLI毕业了，我会工作两年，在这两年里，我要把债务还清，定期的存款，好让我有一日，能够实现出国深造的梦想。在这两年里，我要累计经验，学着独立，面对挑战及困难。
两年，瞧着吧！
Sunday, September 11, 2011
The legion’s return… Haha…
11 September 2011
It’s been a weeks, since my shifu went back for his study.
According to his description -
“Went out with my dad, scaled mountains, tried the hottest steamboat soup, laughed off Final 5, worked on Louise 2, visited Texas, SushiTei, PartyPlay and a coffee shop that feels like a bank, makan kuih bola for 5 days of girls volleyball duty, talked crap at Tg. Aru and Saifuddin's Raya OH, rebooted Badminton, koyak habis with volleyball, prelude to end-year XPDC, found out that cows go to prison, saw giants, monsters, midgets and sleeping captains, finally explored Karamunsing Capital, finally got my KitChaiPing, continued the Alat Kebesaran tradition and got 4 kids, all in 10 days. Good times. Thanks for reminding me that I still have a family to return to.”
Have a lot of fun, especially when I’m down because of those “People who doesn’t care about other’s feeling”. It is the most happiest time spent together with red crescent buddy.
He ever asked me, what make me stay in the society while crappy things happens. Well, I got my answer after searching and looking for it. It’s not because I’m idiot (somehow still I’m an idiot for staying). The answer toward this question is simple, because I enjoy the process of working together, especially with the one who inspired me. I enjoy duty with them (only apply to specific people), the process and everything. I enjoy duty with shifu, he is the one who always encourages and uplifted my morale.
We’ll always adjourn after duty and sort of things, but remain as friends afterward. Thanks for everything…!
Went to beach and have some chit-chat.
Followed by testing for tough XPDC route.
Dinner together.
Gerigitan for volleyball.
Party-playing.
Not to forget the Majlis penyerahan alat kebesaran.
Nasi Lemak 2.0
11 September 2011
I just watched this at Growball today, and it’s not bad for a local production. I have been noticing him since the Negarakuku controvercy. His spirit and determine in making this movies is undeniably impressing! It did inspired to make my own video though. Maybe one day, I might become a great director. Haha…
He’s coming to 1 borneo, but I can’t go and see him!!
I super like the theme song for this!! <3
Support Namewee forever! You are the best…
Hari Raya Open House for DKA
11 September 2011
I went to my friend’s open house today. For the first time in my life, I felt the Raya festive season.
My fellows D.I.C.E, it means a lot to spend three years studying together. All of us had gone through a lot of experience, sweet, happiness, sour, rough time. In this period, I gained a group of besties, especially 4themost. It’s an unforgettable moment, studying in the same class, copy pasted assignment, struggles for final exam, playing sport, outing and recently open house. All of these will be kept in my deepest memory.
We’ll be graduating soon, very soon that we don’t realize it’s been three years. So, bear in mind that whatever happen in the future, we must keep in touch in whatever ways.
I <3 DKA!
Life, it’s always full of unfairness…
11 September 2011
On 30 August 2011, I’m being scolded for nothing, loss of dignity, self-esteem, sense of worth, while full of sense of humiliation. You probably don’t notice how this day affected my life, and my point of view toward you and the society. On this day, you’ve totally lost my respect. You don’t earn my respect. Monkey see and monkey do, why you scolded me while you are the one who started and always do those kind of things (it’s not a big deal, just do not want to specifically mention it here).
I cried, on this day. The mighty staff sergeant, collapsed. Though, I’m not as strong as I think I was. My master shifu, Mark persuaded, encouraged and gave me the confidence, which I’ll never get it from anybody else in the society. Thanks to him, I’m able to stand strong facing these craps. ‘We adjourned as teammates, but continues as friends’ he said.
I cried over it, I don’t satisfy with what you have done toward me. You don’t even remember what you’ve done in the year 2010, during WRCD. Let me remind you, remember the morning of the rehearsal day, you called me “xXxXxX” over the walkie-talkie and everyone is hearing it. Imagine what I felt that time, being embarrass in front of all, have to act like nothing but a happy feet. You don’t even care my feeling, why should I care about yours. I’ve got your back, who’s got mine?
Well, I guess it is time for us to adjourn. I better leave this sad, depressing, heartbreaking place before getting any unwanted scolding.
This is it… I’m sick of postponed… I withdraw…!
11 September 2011
Withdraw, doesn’t mean I quit.
I waited for a year. Still, all I get is postponed and postponed, and I’m sick of it.
It’s been a year I learnt Karate, and I don’t get any feedback but your lame excuses. I’m sick of waiting, maybe I wasn’t good to deserve an upgrade. Or maybe, I’m just nothing in your class but a dust, where you can’t see my effort, nor my existence.
Link of my first post about my journey of karateka, http://faithjasper.blogspot.com/2010/08/karate-do.html
From now on, I withdraw. This is it, officially withdraw from your class, you cold blooded sensei that doesn’t even care how I felt being a yellow junior belt among the kid (which still silly and playing around during your warm-up). Your don’t care how I felt, my hard work, my practice, my effort, still stepping on me calling me ‘chicken shit’! You don’t even know how much I care about the upgrading, the colour of my belt. Being a yellow among them is a shame for me, don’t you know that! I disappointed, each and every time you postponed the date of upgrade. Why, am I not deserved it, why?
I’m totally frustrated yesterday, as you postponed the date again. And this time, I make up my mind, which it seems to be the best option. Thanks for all the teaching, and making me more perseverance in my path to become a great master. Thanks, for delaying me, testing my patience toward learning a thing, without even a single feedback. I will remember all of these craps, keep it deep inside my heart.
By the way, except for the crappy upgrade, you are a good sensei. Hopefully I’ll meet up a greater sensei in the future.
Looking forward for our fight in the future., bon Voyage!
Folding up my Gi… Forgetting what I’ve experience. It’s heart brokenly sad to be in your class.
Will continue my journey, It definitely wouldn’t stop at here…
Maybe, this is not a fist of fury, but some day it will definitely be the fist into your eyes!
