30 March 2010
To one of my dearest classmate Farith for getting married soon in April. It's really surprise me (suppose to be "Shock") to know that he is getting married at the age of 21. Anyway, my best wishes (and whole class of DKA3A,right AzXree?) to him and his bride for their marriage, present and future!
30 March 2010
It's been almost a month since I moved into my new house.
What can I comment for my new house? All I can say is "Loves It"! Why? Because it's pretty near the jogging track, I have my own room, I can take a comforting shower, having a balcony facing the sky and etc. Although it's far away from my college, no television, but it is wonderful as my brother and I did spend time together.
At first I thought our relationship would be far apart (just like back to KL where I stay with my big Brother) as he is back late in the night and we don't really have time to see each other although we live in the same house. But things work out well as sometimes I will cook for him, help him fold his cloth and he just did the same thing for me. A lot of improvement in our relationship and I hope it will last forever.
Last but not Least, home surely a sweet home.
30 March 2010
Footprints
One night I had a dream--
I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord
and across the sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints,
one belonged to me and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of my life flashed before me,
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that many times along the path of my life,
there was only one set of footprints.
I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest
and saddest times in my life.
This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you would walk with me all the way,
but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life
there is only one set of footprints.
"I don't understand why in times when I needed you most,
you should leave me."
The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never, never leave you
during your times of trial and suffering.
"When you saw only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
Is Him real? Does He exist? Is He really beside me as the poem written? My curiosity toward Him is never end. I have so many question marks about Him. I always wanted to know Him more, but I can't really believe in my belief. I need guidance. But still I know that He is protecting me as I'm encountering trouble and danger.
But there is a thing that I don't understand. Why! Oh God, why many of my friends who claim themselves a "Faithfull Christian" shows such bad example toward me? They show hypocrite, money based and many evil satan attitude. Why?!
三月 三十号 二零一零年
在不知不觉中， 我已变得越来越懒惰，越来越糟糕了。以前充满自信的我，已渐渐地失去了对自己的信心。也没有像以前一样对作业，测验和考试充满着干劲，也不会自动自发的温习功课。现在的我每当遇着考试，总是想着怎样作弊，逃避着做学生的责任。空闲的我，总是把时间花在无谓的琐事。看着别人的成就，就觉得自己好没用唷！
啊！我不想再这样下去了。这样的生活太糟蹋人生了。我也真的太对不起自己了！从今以后，我再也不要浪费我的青春和时间了。我要发奋图强！我也要成功！成为一位很出色的工程师！我一定要实现我的梦想！为家人争光！
活在马来西亚，我要自强不息！绝不可输给任何人！
28 March 2010It's kinda fun outing. Well, it begins with having our breakfast at Ip Fung, then go for a movie with title of 'a lovely bones', next we went to 1 Borneo. After did her shopping (she bought a lot!), we went to ground floor eat Maggi, GuiLingGao and FuChukBarley. Later than we have two pieces of delicious, tasty, yummy, mouth-watering cheese cake (chocolate Cheese and Oreo Cheese) at Secret Recipe. Then we went to Karamunsing for Chicken rice at Rafflesia Chicken Hut. We went to waterfront afterward spending time while waiting my brother finished his work.
Today's outing was full of enjoyment and fun. Well, I'm awaiting for our next outing.
27 March 2010
I suddenly think of my brothers A.K.A my buddy today. They are Nancy and Vanessa (挖泥沙). Hehe… They have been a good friends of mine all the time. Thinking the RCS Youth Camp organize lately, they have shown their kindness and true "buddyship". Without them and their support, I may not endure the accusation toward me by other (well, they knows me well). I love you both BRO…
27 March 2010
Once again, I successfully conquered it.
Well, it's Saturday evening. Since I have nothing to do at home, I decided to go to the nearby jogging track (just moved to Penampang area) to have some exercise (since it's been a long time I din' do my work out). After having a fast walk rounding the jogging track, I went up to the hill (where the RCS usually did the track). It's quite physically and mentally challenged. I'm actually thinking of pampering myself with a "cha kueh" after the jog, but unfortunately when I went down, it is SOLD OUT!! Arghhh… Kinda disappointed though.
When I reached home, I saw AnT! Then I became an ANT HUNTER. After I have killed all the ant, I continued doing another 50 sit-upS. End. (Exhausted and Tired Day)
