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9 April 2013

I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE JUST MADE IT!
I AM NOW OFFICIALLY A SITE ENGINEER!
It feels great, really great to reach IT within a year. All the hardship pay off, it did pay off. Of all 400 over staff, i made it, still unbelievable...
I have started working at this company as an ASSISTANT SITE ENGINEER since 3 JAN 2012, within a year i have proofed to my superior that i am capable of doing it. Remember back last year where i am still a newbies, knowing nothing about construction. In just a year, i learnt so much from PPCSB. Thanks for giving me the opportunity. Thanks for having faith in me. Thanks for seeing me. It means a lot to me.
Although throughout these days there are tonnes of obstacle, in which almost take me down, but i will always hold on, and be myself.

I Swear i am gonna be sombody one day!

Lastly, thank God for being with me.

CHAIN OF COMMAND

29 MARCH 2013

Chain of command, where i learned it in year 2005, and thanked God i learned it earlier.
Today there is one person.at workplace, the person i trusted, disobeyed the rule of the chain.
Instead of reporting to her immediate superior, she directly jump two line forward.
I do not want to judge, but as a outsider, it seem really rude, where people would think the superior is not good enough to solve problems.

An Assistant Site Engineer

19 April 2013
Today, i have completed my very first Inpection with clerk of work. It might be nothing to them, but for me, i felt the sense of accomplishment, and it feels real good. Being a project team isn't as easy as i have thought. I have to manage the sub contractor, monitor their work, go for inspection. But i will learn, learn how to be a great Assistant engineer.  :-)

梦想

三月十九日

梦想，是什么？
我哥说，人因梦想而伟大!
在这一个月里，我一直不断的在想，我真正的梦想是什么?我将来要干什么?
或许在工作的一整年，我不断的苦干。。竟然连梦想都给弄丢了。我渐渐的把它忘了，没把它当回事。直到现在，我开始醒觉梦想的重要。。
是它，就是它让我有前进的动力。。早上起来不在赖床，工作起劲，不偷懒。。。我，要把沉睡已久的梦想唤醒。。。是时候改变了。。
在这一个月里，我要好好规划我的人生目标，and FOCUS ON IT!
加油啦！

DEAR DAIRY

28 Feb 2013
Today, i found my diary of year 2009. As i read through it, i discovered that time passed by so fast. It's been 5 years since i last wrote in that little book of secret. Going through the contents, i realized that i have gone through few stupid and silly things.
Well, i wrote about my return, red crescent, friends, family, and most importantly, my Dream. I have put quite some times thinking on this issue. What would i want to be actually? What i target to be when i am 25? Or 30? As i worked throughout the year 2013, i slowly discovered that i am getting numb toward my work. Everyday i am doing the same things over and over again. My executive chairman always said, it is either you have 20 years of experience, or you just have 1 year of experience multiply by 20. Seriousely, i definitely do not want to be in the second option.
My dream is simple. I wanted to become somebody. How many 10 years i would experience in my life? 5? 6? Or 8? My terms of success might be different from other. But surely i wouldn't want to end up becoming nobody for forever.
Today, i might be nobody, as small as an ant. Indeed i am. But i have taken the road least travelled, and put my best foot forward. Someday i will be what  i wanted to be.

HUMAN : FRAGILE

18 FEBRUARY 2013
Mr. LEE, our scaffolding sub contractor passed away few days ago...
How fragile a human being is, just a few weeks ago i sat beside him in our weekly 5 S meeting, and now he is gone forever...
REST IN PEACE...

CNY 2012

二月十八号
回来KL已有一个星期了，但脑海还不断的浮现沙巴的情景。。。历历在目呀。。。
今年的新年，应该是我过得最开心的一年吧。。开心的是，与表弟和好如初，表弟妹个个都长得飘飘亮亮，帅帅的。。。
已有一年没见的爸妈，显得苍老许多。。今年大哥还叫了一声爸爸妈妈。。。可想在他们的心中是多么的开心。。可惜二哥忙着开店而没回来。。其实，在我心里有一个愿望，就是拍个全家福。。可惜一路一来都没这个机会。。。希望明年能够达成吧。。