Thursday, June 7, 2012

2012 Resolution

3 February 2012

It’s February of 2012, and I’ve been here alone for 1 month. Living here alone is not as easy as I think it would. I missed my home, my friends, my family, the smell of my pillow, and everything at Sabah.

This year, is the beginning of my journey to become and engineer. Instead of being a real engineer, I was given a position of an ASSISTANT for an engineer. So, being stuck at this position is not really a good thing, that’s why I wanted to further my study once I’ve a chance.

Working at site is totally a different world, from what I’ve imagined. It is almost the same as my practical, but at here, there’s no muddy soil but lot of concrete dust. I was based at Intermark, under an assistant site agent. Here at Integra, I’ve met a lot of new friends, and colleagues. Then there’s an aunt who works as a site foreman, became my closest friend, just like my mak angkat.

I do not know, whether I’ll be enjoying my work here. But one thing for sure, I’ll try my best to survive, just like the cockroach.

There’s a supervisor at my practical place once said, do not care about how much u have to do, or even have to worked overtime, because it’s one of the process of learning. And importantly, I learned more than other people.

This year, I’m gonna make a lot of money. I want learn more, get more experiences. May God be with me.Photo1814

Lonely birthday

3 February 2012

Yesterday was the loneliest birthday that I’ve ever have.

Nobody know it was my birthday, no red egg, no wishes(except for facebook), no cake, just a lonely cold night, walking alone in the street, just like that.

But then, before the day end, my mak angkat bought me a piece of cake, even it’s just a piece, I’m so happy to have it. :’)

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Sunday, December 11, 2011

离别

11 December 2011

还有十七天,我又要离乡背井了。上次的离别,对我造成了很大很大的阴影,我害怕了,真的害怕了。对未来,即憧憬,也恐惧。好希望有人能在寂寞时,能陪陪我,安慰我。。。但,这一切,都不可能实现。我,只好硬着头皮,去学习独立。独立面对,及承受困难。

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Secret garden

11 December 2011

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Watched a korean drama named Secret garden lately. Aigoo, how I wished I’m the Actress in that drama…!

Wondering if I’ll also have such romantic love story in the future…? Haha…

SORRY

11 December 2011

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I finished my Diploma, finally! During these years, I really glad that I have met them. Without them, I’d probably will not have such happy and fun time during my college year.

Something happens that make us apart. I don’t really want it to be like this, I don’t want this kind of ending between us. I love you guys. I can’t get her forgiveness, I can do nothing. Reminiscing those great memories with you guys, making my heart more sorrow. Looking at the picture of us, I can’t continue watching it, because only heart ache I felt. 

Autodesk Autocad 2011 Associate and Professional Certificate

11 December 2011

Thanks to Politeknik, I get a chance to learn some advanced skills in Autocad. It’s one of the finishing school programme organized by the Politeknik, sponsored by government. I was lucky enough to choose this course. Together with me, my best buddy Farina and Ajumma a.k.a onet. The program started right after we finished our final exam. It’s a continuous 15 days intensive training, so we can’t even have our holiday during weekend.

But the output is awesome! I got this so called “ PROFESSIONAL” cert from Autodesk! 390831_2771529573269_1408890871_3005941_997637498_n

Thanks to everyone for the teaching! Well done…

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Sunday, November 13, 2011

Asshole with a fake lamb skin!

13 November 2011

Today, I encounter an asshole! Why, because that asshole only know how to critic and comment on other.

There’s a Chinese proverb 披着羊皮的狼 mean a wolf with a fake lamb skin. Why I’d say so, because this person is so damn asshole, whenever there’s activities, they’d only show up face a certain time, criticizing on how people do their job. If you’re so terror aka mighty, then why aren’t you do the thing yourself asshole!

You, asshole never showed up your asshole face, I hate you asshole! I hate you so much until I wanted to curse you so badly! You asshole, watch out before criticizing other, or people won’t help you in anything anymore asshole!

Damnit!