Thursday, February 28, 2013

DEAR DAIRY

28 Feb 2013
Today, i found my diary of year 2009. As i read through it, i discovered that time passed by so fast. It's been 5 years since i last wrote in that little book of secret. Going through the contents, i realized that i have gone through few stupid and silly things.
Well, i wrote about my return, red crescent, friends, family, and most importantly, my Dream. I have put quite some times thinking on this issue. What would i want to be actually? What i target to be when i am 25? Or 30? As i worked throughout the year 2013, i slowly discovered that i am getting numb toward my work. Everyday i am doing the same things over and over again. My executive chairman always said, it is either you have 20 years of experience, or you just have 1 year of experience multiply by 20. Seriousely, i definitely do not want to be in the second option.
My dream is simple. I wanted to become somebody. How many 10 years i would experience in my life? 5? 6? Or 8? My terms of success might be different from other. But surely i wouldn't want to end up becoming nobody for forever.
Today, i might be nobody, as small as an ant. Indeed i am. But i have taken the road least travelled, and put my best foot forward. Someday i will be what  i wanted to be.

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

HUMAN : FRAGILE

18 FEBRUARY 2013
Mr. LEE, our scaffolding sub contractor passed away few days ago...
How fragile a human being is, just a few weeks ago i sat beside him in our weekly 5 S meeting, and now he is gone forever...
REST IN PEACE...

CNY 2012

二月十八号
回来KL已有一个星期了,但脑海还不断的浮现沙巴的情景。。。历历在目呀。。。
今年的新年,应该是我过得最开心的一年吧。。开心的是,与表弟和好如初,表弟妹个个都长得飘飘亮亮,帅帅的。。。
已有一年没见的爸妈,显得苍老许多。。今年大哥还叫了一声爸爸妈妈。。。可想在他们的心中是多么的开心。。可惜二哥忙着开店而没回来。。其实,在我心里有一个愿望,就是拍个全家福。。可惜一路一来都没这个机会。。。希望明年能够达成吧。。

One step nearer to dream...

16 February 2013
Today is the first day of my school...and a step approaching my dream...
I have always envy with my friends, where they have almost completed their degree while i am still struggle to get entry to my degree apllication..
Sometimes it made me wonder, am i made a wrong decision for choosing politeknik..? But after going through the 3 years diploma study, I would say that i am not regreting it... Through poli i learned so much... So much more that anyone can imagine..
By the way, it feels great to be school again.
I would do whatever it takes to complete the programme...4 YEARS AND HALF WORTH!

Coolest birthday gift ever...!

2 February 2013
I'm officially 23rd years old. Today, I received the coolest birthday gift from kuya... Thanks for the TGIF and the X-MINI... I really love it...