Saturday, August 6, 2011

Shit do happened in life….We have to get use of it!

6 August 2011

Today, I’ve have heard too many shitty things…

Why? Why I’m being treated like this? Am I suck in everything I do? Am I not deserve anything as a feedback? Am I just worthless staying alive….?

我,真的很心疼。付出的一切,却化为乌有。。。为什么上天将对我,没人会珍惜我所付出的一切。今天的我,真的好难过。。。

Well, there is a famous quote that i like the most… and I’m gonna apply it on the shit that happened on me…

“If you don’t like a thing, then change it. If you can’t change it, just change the way you think about it.”

I really hope my master shifu would come back and gives me some courage….

there is another thing that makes me happy, although shit happened non-stoply… I passed my Radio Amateur Exam, I’m excited about it…Yay, at least some feedback returned….

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My karate buddy leave to Canada recently( wish her all the best). Hence, nobody will be with me along the class. I’ll be as lonely as I used to be.

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Will be part of the best memory in my life…

I”m tired of being a mannequin…

6 August 2011

For all these years, I have been a dumbass! Yeah, I’m just a mannequin for them, a thing which without feeling and let you guys use as much as you want, whatever you want to do with. I know, I realize, I’m just a dog…in your eyes…

Although I’m part of your group, but I don’t feels like I’m part of you guys. Because I’m just a tools, for you to achieve you purpose. All the things that I’ve done seem to be not appreciated by you guys. I’m just a loser….. Yeah….

In a conclusion, I’m tired… I’m sick of being your tools, mannequin… Letting you do whatever you want… Because whatever I do, I’m still an outsider… I’m quitting…

我是一个人,是一个有感情的人。。。

我,也会心疼,也会难过。。。

请别随随便便把我当作呼之则来,挥之则去的工具,我不是。。。