Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011

31 December 2010

Another few more hours to 2011. It’s time for me to say goodbye 2011. In the year 2010, a lot of thing happened. So, let’s have some review on 2010.

2010对我来说，是有喜有忧的一年。怎么说呢？让我来一一回顾。。。

1. 早在今年，我搬家了，但因为某种原因，我再次搬家了。。。就因为这原因，我们与亲戚翻脸了。对我来说，他们实在太绝情了，煽风点火，来分离我们，我不会原谅他们的。

2. 4 the most， 我的死党让我理解朋友真正的意义，我会好好珍惜他们！另一方面，在这新学年，我班的团结让我更珍惜我们之间的友谊。爱死他们了！

3. 红新月呢，让我成长了。今年参加了许多的活动，提升了我的领导能力，和人际关系，与他们的距离也渐渐拉近。但是，我再也感受不到，原来的我，那对红新月的一片死心，做事有干劲的我了。感觉到，自己变得好渺小，好渺小。。。

4. 今年，我参加了空手道。我的sensei, 是在红新月认识的。当然，一切归零，有白带开始。。。希望自己在未来的十年，能学到怎么保护自己，当一个空手道黑带七段的女强人。

5. 今年，钱不够用。明年的目标，钱一定要够用！

6. 生死。。。 因为驾摩托，有好几次差点死掉。。。不是我不小心，是别人的大意。。。希望明年的同一天，我还活着。。。

7. 爱情，算了。。。丑小鸭永远不会变天鹅的，我了解。。。嘻嘻。。。

今年的我，成熟了许多。 经历的一切，让我看透了人生。 希望明年会更好！

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‘Faith’ Mean… ( It’s Christmas Eve!)

24 December 2010

Today is Christmas Eve… But the spirit of festive doesn’t really cheer me up. As I looked into my friends post in facebook, I realize that Christmas mean a lot to them. I do not know why, but they seems to be really excited about it. Going to church, joining carolling, family gathering, Christmas tree, and etc.

Faith, is the name I choose… Why, the reason is way too simple. Because i wanted to have faith in Him. But until this moment, i think I'm out of the right path…

I claimed myself as a Christian, but in fact I don’t even have a church. How pathetic I am. I left the church years ago, where I really have a terrible experience. For the pass few years, I kept questioning, Did God abandoned me? I don’t feel His existences… Do I even need the religious? If i wanted to know God, is it too late now? There is so many branches of Christian, which one should I choose? I saw many so called Christian done bad things, do Christian do that? How can I start to know Him deeply(please do not ask me to read the bible, i read it, but i have no idea what it truly mean)? I really hope someone, that lead a good example of a Christian, answer my little questions…

Dylla’s Birhtday

17 December 2010
Today is a very special day for me, as I celebrated my course mate birthday with my whole class.
Her name is Dylla, it is the fifth semester, where we’ve been together. It all started with Echa’s idea, where we planned to give her a surprise. The outing started afternoon, where we bring her to Rasamas Restaurant, surprised her by a cake, followed by bowling…and etc.
I enjoyed spending time with them, as they really fit me into their lifestyle. Even I’m the only Chinese there, I don’t feel any uncomfortable hanging with them. It is the most precious friendship that God gave to me. I promised to appreciate my friendship with them, every moment of it! I love you guys, DKA 5A,!

Kursus Jurulatih Kawad Asas Siri Khas 2010

13 December 2010

It’s been a month I didn’t update the blog… Since there is interesting event happened lately, I’ve decided to blog about it.

During 4-12 December, a drill instructor course was held. I was ask to be one of the instructor. A total of 35 participant from all over Sabah participated the course. They were trained on their personal drill, mengawadkan skuad, and deliver the setingkat. Many advance drill technique were taught in this course.

Last but not least, i hope they applied what they have learned into their chapter and help improving the drill quality. A word of congratulation to those who pass with excellent. To those who did not do well, do not give up to try your best in everything. Also congrate to Eleen Wong, Ashraf, Chiang and Christianus for the promotion.

Practice make perfect!