23 April 2013
今天的我很down,很不开心。。。
升职加薪后，工作量增加，压力把我压的喘不过气来。。。好想回家，好想收拾包袱买张机票回SABAH去。。。但我知道，我老爸没钱，没能让我在家当个小公主。。。
这些日子里，要人抹黑我，踩我，践踏我。。让我感觉的非常难受，有时真的很想放弃，打包回家，一了百了。。。可现实往往是残酷的，我得勇敢的面对。。。
委屈了，今天要哭的，都哭过了。。
我很感谢MR.LIEW,在我沮丧，失落，没目标时，支持我，相信我，鼓励我，教我怎么去面对这些难题。。。谢谢你对我的信任，我很感激你，没有你，哪怕我还是那失落无目标的我。。。
也很感谢MR.CHEAH的一句'忍'。。。
我会忍下去，委屈了，笑笑就会过了。。。
9 April 2013
I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE JUST MADE IT!
I AM NOW OFFICIALLY A SITE ENGINEER!
It feels great, really great to reach IT within a year. All the hardship pay off, it did pay off. Of all 400 over staff, i made it, still unbelievable...
I have started working at this company as an ASSISTANT SITE ENGINEER since 3 JAN 2012, within a year i have proofed to my superior that i am capable of doing it. Remember back last year where i am still a newbies, knowing nothing about construction. In just a year, i learnt so much from PPCSB. Thanks for giving me the opportunity. Thanks for having faith in me. Thanks for seeing me. It means a lot to me.
Although throughout these days there are tonnes of obstacle, in which almost take me down, but i will always hold on, and be myself.
I Swear i am gonna be sombody one day!
Lastly, thank God for being with me.
